如果在手腕上刻下一道裂痕，是否会心里觉得舒服？
会....
如果手腕上的裂痕永远存在，是否会记得这是你们给的一切？
也许....
如果每一次的压力都能用伤痕解决，是否愿意用这`方法？
是.....
我若在手上割下一条鲜红的伤痕，你们会是怎样看待我？
因为不知道怎样发泄，呐喊不出，说不出口
不懂怎么告诉别人，不想让眼泪宣泄
我静了整天，我没说话，跟宝贝按着开心的信息却全部都是谎话.....
不想让他担心，不想他烦，不想让他知道我那么弱
我要的了断，应该是怎样的了断？
我要的静一静，是如何？
2011年3月24日星期四
我的自卑
不想讲话，不想听任何东西，不想看到你们任何一个
我知道我没用，我明白的我的存在是多么的渺小，我懂你们所讲的意思，我知道你们在想什么
不要问，不要讲，不要给意见，不要安慰，不要训教
我全部都不要！！！
每晚闭上眼睛就听到你们；令我窒息的声音，躺在床上就想到你们，令我压力的训教
看着你们，令我害怕想跑，听到你们，令我想吾住耳朵
我不知道我是怎么，我也不清楚我自己是怎样
我真的不想开口讲话，不想吃饭，不想听到任何声音
我很怕你们那觉得讽刺丢脸的眼神，里面全部都是我
我看得到！！！不要老是有事就找我没事说我没用
我知道自己的低贱，清楚自己的自卑，了解自己的无能
不要讽刺！不要安慰！
因为你们只在乎自己！！！！
每想到我的感受！你们只知道成绩不好时我的错！我的不用工！
曾经何时我拼命读只为取你们一笑
最终我得到的根本不是什么！
我讨厌自己的没用，我讨厌自己的愚蠢！
我最恨你们不体谅我，你们只在乎成果！！！！！！！
我知道我没用，我明白的我的存在是多么的渺小，我懂你们所讲的意思，我知道你们在想什么
不要问，不要讲，不要给意见，不要安慰，不要训教
我全部都不要！！！
每晚闭上眼睛就听到你们；令我窒息的声音，躺在床上就想到你们，令我压力的训教
看着你们，令我害怕想跑，听到你们，令我想吾住耳朵
我不知道我是怎么，我也不清楚我自己是怎样
我真的不想开口讲话，不想吃饭，不想听到任何声音
我很怕你们那觉得讽刺丢脸的眼神，里面全部都是我
我看得到！！！不要老是有事就找我没事说我没用
我知道自己的低贱，清楚自己的自卑，了解自己的无能
不要讽刺！不要安慰！
因为你们只在乎自己！！！！
每想到我的感受！你们只知道成绩不好时我的错！我的不用工！
曾经何时我拼命读只为取你们一笑
最终我得到的根本不是什么！
我讨厌自己的没用，我讨厌自己的愚蠢！
我最恨你们不体谅我，你们只在乎成果！！！！！！！
2011年3月16日星期三
I do not care how people say I only care about the important people in my heart all the talk about
I do not care how people say
I only care about the important people in my heart all the talk about
Like ....Memories.....
That simple-minded, I
Always thought that if they work hard people will see my own achievements
I remember.....
I have to let you see the achievements of my efforts, I won second place
Know the results of the day, I thought you would be proud of me ....
However, you seem to think that nothing
When people say that daughter is no better than son
I am sad for a few days
Then I decided that I need to do better than boys
Although, I know, boys are not easy to imitate
Even though, I know, to learn when the boys will be very difficult, very hard
However, I still put myself be like a boy
Boys can do the work, and I determined to do my own
I do not mind how people criticize me like a boy
I just want you to think, girls can in fact be better than boys
As you think so or no, I do not know
You also never told me
I always naively thought that,
You can see my achievements
But you, as if no response
I only care about the important people in my heart all the talk about
Like ....Memories.....
That simple-minded, I
Always thought that if they work hard people will see my own achievements
I remember.....
I have to let you see the achievements of my efforts, I won second place
Know the results of the day, I thought you would be proud of me ....
However, you seem to think that nothing
When people say that daughter is no better than son
I am sad for a few days
Then I decided that I need to do better than boys
Although, I know, boys are not easy to imitate
Even though, I know, to learn when the boys will be very difficult, very hard
However, I still put myself be like a boy
Boys can do the work, and I determined to do my own
I do not mind how people criticize me like a boy
I just want you to think, girls can in fact be better than boys
As you think so or no, I do not know
You also never told me
I always naively thought that,
You can see my achievements
But you, as if no response
I did not ask you to give me whatOnly hope, you see my existenceCan you don't say that I, waste, useless?Because I really, really care what you say
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